Friday, February 26, 2010
and we'll laugh and eat burritos and i'll lean my head on his shoulder
but i don't feel happy. and i think that is my natural state.
there's drama among my friends. i didn't get this other internship i applied for.
daddy and I misunderstand each other. we accuse, talk in circles, shovel shit around. this afternoon we'll go. we'll drive into the desert in his jeep, and we'll find that unbreakable bond, constructed out of blood and time. and we'll laugh and eat burritos and i'll lean my head on his shoulder. and he will tell me he loves me more than anything. and all the stars will come out and sprinkle the black desert sky with fool's gold and a lonesome coyote will howl in the distance.
and all the pieces will fall in place and i will no longer fear the black holes gaping at the outskirts of the milky way.