Monday, March 22, 2010

Where's the burning bush? I wondered.

She came to me. Waxy wings sticking out from her bony back. Hair like a fiery halo hovering about her.

Where's the burning bush? I wondered.

But I was on the boardwalk at Venice beach. Some muscle boys in track suits were seducing an audience of fat mid-westerners with their gleaming chocolate skin and back flips.

Nobody noticed that she sat down next to me. She looked like she hadn't slept for centuries. Neither had I. Daddy is suicidal again. My best friend let me down. I have existential anxiety again. And zits. I don't know which is the worst. (I pretend here to be a goody-two-shoes kind of girl, but I am vain as hell.)

Like; where are you going and where have you been?

And this is what she said to me. My jaw fell down and hung open like a broken mailbox.

She took my hand in hers and my fist melted into her palm and became a soft goo.

Fool's gold glittered on the pacific ocean. One of the regular freaks strolled by, lost in the symphony inside his head. His shoes beyond repair, his head beyond repair.

You and I have always been here, she said. 

And I knew that was true. Her cool fingers touched my blushing cheek. Her flip-flop feet inched closer to mine.

Would you like to come home with me and check out my collection of maps? Maybe we can at least figure out where we are going next? 


 And Hurray for Obama!!!!!


and thanks to Tessa and Anise for being two of the awesomest blogger-women I've met in the vast cyberspace. I wish for them to feel better, to feel like the heroines they are.











10 comments:

  1. wow.. where do you get lines like that.. soo neat. loved it. :)

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  2. great writing as always. love this part so much:
    "Fool's gold glittered on the pacific ocean. One of the regular freaks strolled by, lost in the symphony inside his head. His shoes beyond repair, his head beyond repair."

    how can you write such a beautiful paragraph? just wow!

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  3. this is beautiful... just like youuuu!!
    <3

    amazzzinggg!!

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  4. goody two shoes kind of girl my ass... haha! love. your writing touches my soul always, and that is healing in itself. thank you for the shout out, it made me cry and reminded me of something the healer said yesterday.

    xxx
    t

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  5. Kim, your writing is just simply a class of its own.

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  6. This made me feel all warm and gooey. And yes, hooray for Obama.

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  7. i love reading your adventures

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  8. i love your writing

    u

    xxx

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  9. wow. (have you watched the British show Skins? it's on netflix. watch it. i feel like Cassie just now.) wow. you make me blush. i want to be that girl with the fiery hair and cold hands that slip into yours and make you melt say the right existential things.

    i am not a heroine but i wish i were. only my words are. only when i am hidden behind a computer, behind paper, behind the ability to backspace and rewrite. whereas. i feel like you exist in the world in a beautiful way that is only echoed by your writing, and not the other way around.

    xx x

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You Rock. I am certain of it.