Friday, October 23, 2009
cotton-candy girl in a cruel world
can you believe this? I am staying in tonight again. I did buy some yarn today. So I guess I am serious about this knitting thing. Plus I am planning on going to Berlin soon and I hear it's colder than a witch's tit there.
Dad is gone. Selling vacuum-cleaners or hydroponic weed, who knows, who cares? I hate when he shows up here, in full-on dad-mode. He's never molested me, but he is a molester. In his black heart.
Tomorrow I am going to the beach with S. Something to look forward to.
Tonight I am considering my options. And let me tell you: The future looks so bright, I gotta wear shades.
I could become:
Seller of cotton-candy at a Freakshow
Shampoo-girl in the Valley (at least I can spend my days making shampoo horns)
I'm going to find a beginner's pattern for my knitting project. Any advice? L? Anyone?!?!